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2011-05-19T19:50:00.001-07:00

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hi again

2011-01-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

HI MY LONG-NO-POST BLOG =D
i'm the owner, reporting from Indonesia during the hols.
hmm the hols was not that fun actually, or maybe not yet.
since i'm not gonna sleep so early tonight, i took out my lappie and start browsing hihihi
and out of boredom i opened this blog, and ouch, it's so saddening.
so empty, so abandoned =[

then i wanna write a single post to cheer this blog up for a bit ^^

but THEN i feel so lazy again now, sorreyyyyy =P
catch up again with ya later......

hi

2010-10-28T00:25:00.000-07:00

ohhhh i've been missing my blogspot =[
i'm currently "working hard" during O levels, which sucks because sec 3 students are now enjoying life so much. hoooooooooooooottttttt T___T

i've also been thinking so hard about what should i do after Os..
i just realized that it's not easy to choose, furthermore it's for my own future.
well i want to live a happy life, that's the main point =]
i wanna be filthy rich, Chanel, Louis Vuitton, Miu Miu all in my closet, i want to marry Leeteuk and have the most wonderful life in the whole world |=D
insane. i know right.

basically i was just rambling around since today i have no paper yay \^_^/

one of my tutors is getting on my nerves, always wanting to come in the morning and knocks and yells so loudly on my door. so unmannered.

eh by the way, now is HALLOWEEN!!!!
i really want to celebrate it for once but i can't because of the stupid Os =[
i waaaaaannntttt to go to the Sentosa Spooktacular or maybe Night Safari.
i've never really celebrated Halloween before. how sad.

shall go and have a short nap now, i'm uber sleepy.
SEC 4 STUDENTS, LET'S KILL THE OS!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-18T00:59:00.000-07:00

hey ho! visit my tumblr please! =]

V.logic

너 때문에 미쳐!

2010-04-02T02:17:00.000-07:00

i'm listening to True Colors - Cyndi Lauper, Run Devil Run - SNSD, Telephone - Lady Gaga, Valentine - Kina Grannis, Muzik - 4Minute, You and I - Park Bom, Marry U - Super Junior, Try - Asher Book (shanne blogged about this song), Tell Me Your Wish - SNSD, Try To Follow Me - 2NE1.

my last post in this blog was 3 weeks ago! i can't believe it!

so, in these 3 weeks, i've experienced both happy and sad moments!

-sad- i've not been able to blog about my days since my asus laptop was broken. the screen wouldn't turn on even if i tried after a few times. my auntie promised to help to bring it to repairs.

-happy- i went to KL with my mom and shanne to watch Super Show 2!!! they're really handsome and cool, especially my lovely Leeteuk oppa!!! i felt like i was ready to explode anytime because i was toooooooo happy..

-sad- i couldn't take a single shot of Leeteuk's face because my camera is so outdated and lowbatt. and i didn't get to hug him, either.

-sad- i went to ASUS Support at The Adelphi because my auntie was just too lazy and irritating. it turned out that i had to pay $960 for the hardware.

-happy- meme had a BBQ party for her birthday at East Coast! that day was a blast! we really should do this again sometime sooner.

-happy- my mom allowed me to buy a new laptop! this is it me typing with my new Macbook White!

-sad- just the day i started to use my new laptop, my iTouch went crazy. oh no, it was actually my water bottle. it decided that it would be funny to spill water on my iTouch. but i swear, the water didn't even touch the headphone jack, it ONLY wet the silver thingy and the silicon because i quickly dried it with tissue. i then took it to Apple store at Wheelock, accompanied by shanne.

-happy- it was just yesterday that i collected back my NEW iPod touch!! yeehaaaaaa!!! i loveeeeeeeee APPLE! if you're wondering how can i know that it's a new one, the scratches on the silver thingy on my itouch was gone! it's now as smooth as a baby's buttcheeks! *oops*

-happy- i just finished watching a Korean drama, The Woman Who Still Wants To Marry. if you're a Korean dramas lover, you really should watch it =] i've never knew that Kim Bum is that cute until i watched this.

oh yea, i'm thinking of getting a temporary tattoo after i read this! cool? yeah! but i'm wondering if it hurts or not =|

sorry if my post is too short! i'm just not in the right mood now =/ anyong!!

미안합니다!

2010-03-13T06:17:00.001-08:00

I am now listening to Thinking Of You - Katy Perry while looking at my applications in the iTouch. and I just know that I have this Blogwriter as one of them....
as you see, I have been living without my laptop for 6 six days! and I survived! ha!
I think that my laptop should be done by tomorrow.
yesterday I bought a pink stereo headphone, the one that Tiffany and Wonder Girls wore! yes, the one with a star in the middlenof the pink area.. so cuteeeeee. I'll post the pictures as soon as possible! denty also bought it! xD
today I bought a pensil skirt and also some accesories from Topshop! and I find myself to be in love with owls. what I mean here is the accesories with owls on it. I saw a ring with a unique and full-diamond owl on it! too cute to be true! but also too expensive to be true! it's $69!! do you think it's worth it? yes, said denty, but the idea of spending $70 on that small thing is just not right.. haha..
now I'm wondering where else will I find a ring as cute but cheaper than that one..
believe me, I have a good sense about that kind of things, and it's very very cute and unique!

geez.. I was blabbering too much. I shall stop here! hope for my laptop to come back to me tomorrow! amen ;]

oh you have to see this!

2010-03-06T08:08:00.000-08:00

it's my favorite Japanese game show since i was in primary school!
ohhh, i'm glad that i can find it on Youtube!!! xD

aren't they cool??

Hoppa hops!

2010-03-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

i'm very happy for Hoppa! he can now hop around cheerfully, no need help of humans to carry him around!
i hope the Israel's Society for the Protection of Animals will continue to do this kind of things and help more and more animals! i hope they will continue to protect the animals that are in need!

and i know someday i'll definitely join this kind of society. yes, someday in the future when i'm old enough.
it's my most important goal in life, i can say.

be the voice for the voiceless.

things to do this weekend :

2010-03-04T07:17:00.000-08:00

go out and eat with shanen and co.
Dear John
use the voucher from Topshop. tomorrow is the last, ohmaigattt.
get enough sleeeeeeeep
paint my nails erm.... red!
buy tanktop for mom in mango! red, blue, black, and white?? gotta check it again with mom.

more to go...

gayest Wednesday

2010-03-03T02:59:00.000-08:00

taxis were being so busy that they're all hired. i ended up almost late for school!
the principal was in a good mood to talk a lot. obviously i couldn't hear anything as i was so so sleepy that i almost fell asleep with head on my bag.
history period was very boring. the teacher taught us about former East & West Germany, USSR, Korean War and... i don't what's the next one. i was (again) too sleepy to look up to the slide in front of the class. about 20 minutes before the period ends, 80% of the class has fallen asleep.
malay class. we only did some worksheet and hand it up. i've finished most of it and was completing the worksheet while shanen was being quiet, reading Dear John. after that, i was busied by the biology notes. i have to copy all those things to my notebook. if i don't, my bio teacher will kill me.
recess. i brought my breads to eat. oh no, instead of "eating", i was "piggin" out. i was soooooo very hungry even before the recess time.
after recess was business studies period. had a revision test. fortunately it was an open-book test. i guess i did well.
english period. teacher explained about the oral exam and how we should answer and elaborate the questions from the examiner later. almost half of the class was dying and laying on the desks.
the worst period of the day. chemistry. the teacher made the day even worse by telling us to stay back for a retest tomorrow, and also we have to again stay back on friday to check our papers. isn't that gay? i should have been thinking about where to eat tomorrow after school and how i will spend my weekend this time, not about how to kill that person who talk crap about my class.
my mood was so bad. one of the teachers acted angry which is disgusting. then i was doing other unimportant stuff when teacher was explaining about the vectors and all. i didn't start to do the maths thingy after cannes told me to do the exercises.
shanen asked me to buy breads for recess time in plaza singapura, but i was in a terribly bad mood that i wanted to throw up. sorry ;[
the weather was annoyingly very hot. i was frowning all the way from the bus stop to my condo. i'm sure the people who saw me were scared.
to aid a bit of my anger, my maid cooked one of my favorite food =]
i only managed to sleep for awhile. my tutor woke me up, which sucks. all i did was frowning again.
i have triple tests tomorrow. biology retest, POA retest and chemistry retest. yeah, retests! oh. my. god. please. help. me. i'm. dying. teachers are so free these days that they even gave us retest. tmrw's bio test is about nervous system, the eye and hormones which we've done it last week. cool. POA test is about correction of errors which we also have done it last week. damn. chemistry test is butting in and going to ruin my Thursday.

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smile and make my heart melt

2010-02-28T05:48:00.000-08:00

awwwwww, see this too!

I WANT A SHIBA INUUUUUUUU THAT CAN SMILE SO ADORABLY TO MEEEEEE~

or how about a chow-chow? heeeee

I'll love you

2010-02-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate, and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
That you with me 'coz in your company
I feel happy, I'm so happy and complete

And it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

So won't you be my honey bee,
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won't you be my honey bee,
Giving sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine.

- Kina Grannis.

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yesterday was a blast with Alvin and Chenli's birthday party at The Regalia, just across my condo. me, shanen, rach and cannes gave a cute boxer for alvin and a cute bag for chenli!
yay me for choosing the presents! and yay Heeren for being such good place for presents hunting!

last night i ended up staying up late until 4 because of a guy named Yepri!
he talked crap about ghosts and all and it freaked me out!
(**^(%#!(*@^(#@)#)@$&#)Q#^*!^#(*^!*

but thank God i could wake up without anymore sleepiness this morning at 11 and i'm feeling so fresh right now!
guess it's a good choice to stay at home in Sundays and being a good girl. hehheh.. =D

actually i don't have POA for Mondays, but that busybody teacher wanted us to come earlier tmrw when school usually starts at 8.45. she ruined our beautiful Monday. damn she.

since i'm in a good mood right now, i'll try to give my best doing the homework!
POA, English comprehension and summary and Biology notes! here i come!

*sign out

world's most giant killer spider

2010-02-26T00:23:00.001-08:00

Family Outing bond

2010-02-25T04:48:00.000-08:00

i miss them to the max! i can't find Family Outing videos anywhere with English subtitles....
T_____T

youtube is being cheap by removing all the videos of FO, including the ones that i favorited!

fyi, Family Outing is my most favorite variety show! yea, i'm the happiest when i'm watching it.
but now it's gone. youtubeee, don't take away my happiness~!!!! *being lame*

now that the permanent members of FO Season 2 have been changed....
i don't really want to watch it anymore.
no more the grasshopper Yoo Jaesuk,
no more the sexy yet fierce Lee Hyori unnie,
no more the killer Park Ye Jin,
no more the clumsy Lee Chun Hee,
no more the elder Yoon Jong Shin,
no more the game devil Kim Soo Ro,
no more the small-eyed brothers Kim Jong Kook and Daesung...

Family Outing without them is like veggies without salt. - me.

the world is a dangerous place

2010-02-23T04:51:00.000-08:00

humans are just too much. see these videos then you'll know.

the poor dog ended up like this..

why are there so many ignorant people in this world? do they think that animals have lower level? do they think that animals are not important and thus they don't care if they see a dogs is dying in front of them?

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing." - Anna Sewell (English Novelist)

do they deserve it?

stranger outside the window

2010-02-22T05:27:00.000-08:00

do you want to know what type of lamp i used in the bathroom when i was taking an afternoon bath?

my asus F9SGseries.

YES! your eyes are not telling you a lie! there's the word "asus" there! it's my laptop!
the bathroom lights were broken, i don't know why.
and since i'm smart, i came up with this idea! ha!
I didn't take picture, of course, but if you want a picture of it to imagine, well here it is.
it should be something like this =

of course i won't hang my laptop like that!! i just put my laptop beside the bathroom sink since it has a quite wide space. hee.
then *tringgg* i can listen to my new songs while i was taking a bath! yay!

yea, i got that spooky feeling when i was bathing and i immediately closed the small window, in case something is crawling its way towards me out there. oops! *knock wood*
i'm actually not really that easy to be freaked out, but one of my teachers just told my class about ghost stories today. so yeah. plus, i think they are all true stories. geez.

what's weird is that i was able to finish bathing in not more than 7 minutes! not only bathing, i also washed my hair too! in 7 minutes i finished them all! xD
wawawawawawawwwww =D

conclusion =
a new hilarious experience, quite fun, must bring my laptop along again next time even though the light is okay, have to get those ghost stories thingy outside my head in 2 days.

Dodgeball Guiness Record

2010-02-21T03:00:00.000-08:00

looks like fun! =D
but i surely will be scared of the balls going towards my head ~.~
anyway, well done, people!!!

wish you a beautiful skin and don't forget your smile!

2010-02-20T23:16:00.000-08:00

credit to elisasung =D

looking for a DIY facial toner? here is the answer! =D

umm, yes, i'm so going to make this toner as soon as possible!
let's see if my skin will get prettier! yay! xD

the true side of Tiffany SNSD

2010-02-20T04:42:00.000-08:00

this is from my old blog =]

From a Korean ELF (not me):

I traveled from Jeollanamdo to the SM entertainment building hoping to see Suju (Super Junior). While I am walking around in front of the building, I see Tiffany standing there. I looked at her, and then she smiled at me. Right then, I thought it was such a dreadful smile, I remember it clearly, her disrespectful words towards everyone. I looked at her with hatred in my eyes and looked away without smiling back. Then there's 2 guys ran at me and I fell to the ground. The glass that contains water in my hand spilled all over me. I thought meanwhile, Tiffany would stand there and laugh at me.. but no. I saw her ran inside the building and came out with napkins, and handed it to me. I received it without looking at her, and then she dust down the dirt on my knee. I asked her aren't you mad at me for the way I acted? She said No, right now there's a lot of people who dislike me but then it's all my fault, I didn't mean to say anything I said, and really didn't know. And I am still not used to Korean culture. In America, we can play with elders like friends, next time I will be more careful.
When she's done, she smiled with the same smile but this time it feels more delicate, the sadness in her eyes made me felt really bad.

credit : boaconstrictor4ever @ Youtube

blurry day.

2010-02-19T22:31:00.000-08:00

i did a quiz on facebook and it's the result =D i'm soo bored but i cannot go out since i'm still unfit.
it seems like since this year, i have a routine illness every week, be it a fever, bloated or simply flu and cold. weird, huh?

oh! i bought a polaroid camera from my so-called twin! HAHA for only $65, along with 10 polaroid films from her! yayyyy

talking about this lady, I HAVEN'T HAD A FUN OUTING WITH HER FOR A WHILE!
last weekend, we returned to our hometown to celebrate CNY therefore we couldn't go out together, and now, i'm sick..
we also didn't get to go home together after school this week!
we arrived from Indo on tuesday. she didn't go to school on wednesday as she's too exhausted because of her delayed flight. therefore, i didn't want to ride on the bus alone that i took a cab home. more $$ is spent..
on thursday, all of the sec 4 and sec 5 students went to Singapore Discovery Centre.
it's soooo boring and we're dropped in front of the school gate at 6. it's too late to take a bus and i have 4 tests and a mountain of homework that i had not done. again i cab-ed home. again more $$ is spent..
yesterday, i had to wait for a teacher to take my bio test. yes, she did wait for me for a while but then she gave up, plus she had a tuition.. =/

i can say that this week is a hardcore one. ~.~

next tuesday is cross-country. SO HAPPY that i don't have to rot in the school! hahaha
i'm now in the last year of secondary school, so i'm planning to have fun on that day!
i have to take many pictures with my friends! =]
yeah!

blame me for not updating during CNY hols!

2010-02-17T04:26:00.000-08:00

i was away to Indonesia since last friday to celebrate the lunar new year eve with my family. =]
it was quite fun! my piggy bank is now getting fuller! ha!
it would be even better if they gave me dollars.. not rupiahs... T___T

OH! i also want to announce my new record!
my record of not taking even a single photo during a holiday!
wowwwwww~! sooooo rare, huh??
i think i enjoyed myself there too much that i forgot to take ones!
or maybe i was too happy counting my ang pao??? omg...
i should've taken photos of me with my floral dresssssss.....
i'll make sure i'll get somebody to take photos of me wearing it! ^_~

the third one is..... *jreng jeng jenggggg*

yayyy!!!!!!!!!! i'm going to Super Show 2 in KL!!!!!!!!!!! on 20 March!!!!!!
waiting for it makes me crazayyyyy!!!!! xD

will he look at me? will he throw a smile at me? is he really going to treat me like he treats other fans? does he know that i'm one in a million? will he know that i've been dreaming about him for nights?
and what more important is.. will i get hurt if he don't even take a glimpse at me?.

thanks to those who talk shit about me - you only make me more popular and show others you have no life of your own!
- @ihatequotes

cover star star star

2010-02-11T02:21:00.000-08:00

still remember the song Star Star Star by SNSD that is currently being my fave?
mind to listen to me singing it? =]

enjoy~

killer worm

2010-02-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

as i was surfing through google for SS project, i found an interesting blog.
there's this article about Mongolian Death Worm. truthfully, i was interested because of the word 'death' there. ha!
my point of view about worms was changed as i was reading the article.
at first, i thought that worms are powerless, humans will be able to kill it easily.
but this worm is different.
the size is different than the usual meh worms, it's 2 to 5 feet long and thick bodied.
it's dark red in color, like blood, and it resembles a cow's intestine. can you imagine how thick it is?
it's as thick as a man's arm! gosh.

however, the presence of this creature is still unconfirmed. no one has ever met this special creature. scientists also disagree that such dangerous animal exists since the creature will hardly survive due to rare food supplies.
this worm can kill humans by spraying sulfuric acid towards its enemy that corrodes if it touches skin. it also said that it can produce electric discharge at a distance to kill.
the people say that the worm lives underground while hibernating most of the year, but it becomes active in June and July, especially when it rains and the ground is wet. oh! and it lives in Gobi desert.

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so friends, be careful when you're walking around at the Gobi desert.
who knows, you might be the first one who meet this one-of-a-kind worm?

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i have to stop writing here!
bio test is waiting for me,
and it's not about this worm ~.~

anyong!!

13 (un)important questions

2010-02-08T05:36:00.000-08:00

which part of your body do you do first when bathing?
~ hair, body then face.

with what hand do you feel comfortable to hold something?
~right hand.

why do you like SuJu's Lee Teuk?
~ in my eyes, he sings perfectly, dances perfectly, talks perfectly. i'm blinded.

why do you like SNSD's Sunny?
~ in my eyes, her personality is better than the other girls. i fell in love with her smile when i first watched SuJu H's MV "Cooking Cooking".

what application do you use for updating twitter?
~ twitterrific.

what side do you usually lean on when sleeping? why?
~ right side, i don't know why.

what color is your fave blanket?
~ baby blue, hiyaaaak =D

what is your fave pose when taking photos?
~ doing peace sign.

what flower do you like? why?
~ i don't like flower. i like puppies, dogs, bunnies, whatever fluffy. so give my a cute little puppy instead of flower for valentine.

what do you do when you're in need of break?
~ staring at the blue sky can actually calm you.

do you like to sing? why?
~ yes, definitely. there's no specific reason of why i like to sing, but what i'm sure about is i like my own voice. ha!

are you going to be happy if you meet your soulmate?
~ omg, it's obvious! i'm going to spend the rest of my life with him!

last one, do you prefer a boy who sings OR dance well?
~ both! well, i don't care if there's an 'or' there, i didn't see it! i'm blind.

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the above questions are just to reduce my rate of boreness.

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. . . .

GOD, this is what happens when i study chemistry for a test! =.=
glad of the fact that i know how to answer most of the questions.
pfiuhh..

3 days to go! hope the following days i will be alright.

^__^V

Star Star Star

2010-02-07T05:29:00.000-08:00

1, 2, 3, 4, again 1, 2, 3, 4
Stars, I'm going crazy

No matter how many times I look at you, I can't see you, oh baby
Because of the tears in my eyes, all because of you
My crying face that is reflecting above the spread letters, oh baby
I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying again

What do I do, I don't know what to do, what to do
This is me, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this
All because of you, really because of you
I can't do anything, I

Love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end, oh baby
Because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you again
I couldn't say everything I wanted to so I say them to myself, oh baby
I want you back, I want to go back to your side

I'm pleading to you, please, I'm pleading to you
To the sky, my prayer goes to the sky
Cheer me up, cheer me up
Please, where are you now

Stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me
Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh
Stars, stars, stars, stars, I'm pleading to you
Just for once, my love
Let me fly to your side

Star, star, star, ooh baby, star, star, star, oh

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars
I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star
Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say
I really can't express myself
I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

currently i'm addicted to this song by Girls Generation, 'Star Star Star'. above is the translation.

I'M CRAVING FOR . . .

2010-02-05T22:34:00.000-08:00

reasons :

i'm bored of my old nail polish color. almost all are either pink or orange.
my dresses are all gray and black. sick of them.
my phone has gone crazy that it deleted important contacts. mainly, it removed my friends and my mom's numbers.
i've been wanting this heels for a long time! *blink blink*
haha! i'm lack of exercise! i think it's enough to be the reason of why i need wii. xD *actually i don't really want it*

bad hair day.

2010-02-04T19:26:00.000-08:00

i have the urge to blog in the morning today since i didn't go to sch, because of my stupid alarm! it didn't ring at all! and i ended woke up at 8.30. *slam my phone to the wall*
when i woke up, i saw the sun is shining up so bright that i freaked out since it's not possible that it's still 6 in the morning..
yea, well done my phone. you've made me to miss my math test! it's a CA y'know!!!!
for this, i've been absent for 2 days in a week. a new record for me!
but the first day i was absent is because i was sick ;]

i hate you phone! do you want me to buy your sister, pink LG Lollipop, and neglect you?
*throw my phone to the ground from the window*
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........!

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c a l m i n g m y s e l f d o w n

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people!!!! today is FRIDAY!!! *HURRAYYY!*
but sadly, i don't know if i'm going to go out today or not.

i wish that i could reach my hometown in only 15 minutes by MRT,
but in fact, i must fly there by Silk Air for 2 hours and it costs me S$1000++
hahhhhhh..............

anyway, i am also having a bad hair day today.
i woke up with my hair looked like a bird nest, which sucks. i do not know what i was dreaming about while i was sleeping last night. is it horror? action? or tearful?

oh! i am also having a stomachache which makes me thankful for not going to school this morning. i've been in and out the toilet for 2 times since this morning.
bloated again? i guess so.

lastly, i wanna share my fave photo of jen, denty and me =] i don't know how can i pose like that and the result is i looked like a goddess xD
should stop here. =]

2010-01-31T05:03:00.000-08:00

oh yea. are you in need of something funny?
i have it here =

credit to failblog.org and failbooking.com

the power of 9

2010-01-31T03:29:00.000-08:00

guess what i have for you all? heee
it's SNSD's comeback performance in Music Core!!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaa~!

they all looked damn gorgeous!!!! *hug*

SUNNY unnieeeeee! i was so happy to see you dance in the middle! keep it up girls! the whole world is slowly falling for you! you all have worked hard so you deserve it =] vote for SNSD to come to Singapore please! click here

clark quay i'm in love

2010-01-30T08:45:00.000-08:00

WOW, i met OHANA again today!!!!the feeling of being with them was cozy, i can say.
for a moment, i got a flashback of once we were still in class 3A in HUA.

* * *

some of us have changed either to better or maybe, worse.
*now i'm feeling like i'm their mom muahaha*

like jen. i admit that she's gotten prettier nao =]
her sense of fashion is just.. wow, it really surprised me.
hey, why didn't you dress up like today from like a year ago?
well, you sure will make 'him' regret for losing you though.
and she also has a Longchamp bag! haha.
a lot of Jakarta-nese have them. but i don't find which side of it is pretty/ cool. ==
it reminds me of my mom's little bag for going to a market. xD

for denty. all definitely will agree if i say that she's much more feminine now.
she knows how to wear make-up and how to dress-up like a lady.
she also knows what clothes to buy which fit to her and how to make her hair looks amazing.
she sure has improved a lot!
just stop looking all nervous and all quiet and i guarantee that guys will fall for you ;]

about andrew, huh. he's as hilarious as ever. haha.
we still laughed at his lame jokes, omg! but no, you haven't improved yourself!
=]
you still looked all the same as in HUA. yet, it's okay since you bring laughter to the OHANA.

mita. =]
she's becoming taller and taller that she almost snatch my role of being the tallest girl in the class.
i hate her for that. huahahhaa. noooo, jk.

arlinka. HEY YOU!
hehehehee, mind your actions please.
you're a girl, y'know, so behave like one, not like a kind of gangster or something like that.
you're like our little sister as you're born later from most of us,
so i think we should lead you to the right path.
i know i'm not good at listening to people whining about their problems,
but you should seek other OHANA members to lend an ear for you.

meimunahhhh. why can't you talk moreeeeeeeee???
from my point of view, you lost weight, didn't you??!
haha. i saw your face has getting slimmer which makes you look prettier nao =]
i miss gossiping with you like before!

candra. the only change is that you now can do beat-boxing.

antoni. i just knew that you're a reincarnation of a goat! haha

* * *

overall, tonight was a blast!
i didn't take picture as i was busied by andrew's (lame) jokes.
so yeah. gotta find glam pictures of us to post them in my blog! =]

anyong!!

the wedding dress that you're wearing..

2010-01-28T03:59:00.000-08:00

ok, call me late, but i wanna share this 'Wedding Dress' MV of Taeyang of Big Bang!
i'm soooo in love with this song and his dance. omg.. =D

now i've added one requirement again for my future boyfriend!
he has to be able to dance like Taeyang in this video! huahauahuahhauhauuahaa.

eits, WAIT! don't stop here! i've yet another video of him to share!
hee this one is when he was performing in Inkigayo. his best performance so far.

enjoy watching!!!

hi again, SNSD unnies!

2010-01-27T03:05:00.000-08:00

asgdadgasgsdfaselfjldljkajehr230qurosidjfvliasjprfaiDU008au)**YT^R@uoedhnsdihvafaa!

*attention, this keyboard mashing is due to my excitement*

just watch the new MV of Oh! above so you can understand how i am feeling after watching it!
GO GO GO!!!
come to Singapore, pleaseeeee =]

chūken Hachikō

2010-01-26T01:11:00.000-08:00

... or known as the faithful dog Hachiko. the fact that it's a true story really touches me.
how can a dog be so loyal to his master? even many years after the master's death.

so, i just watched this movie on Sunday with shanen and theresia.

it's based from a true story from Japan. the name of the owner was Hidesaburo Ueno, a professor of the University of Tokyo. in short, Hachi had always took Prof. Ueno to Shibuya station and also greeted him at the end of the day by waiting in front of the gate.
Both continued their daily routine until one day, the Professor did not return home because he had suffered a stroke at the university that day. he died and left Hachi alone, waiting at the station. Hachi then was given away but always escaped to go back to the station in order to meet his owner again. He continued to come to the station for 10 years. the visitors around the station gave snacks for him while he was waiting. Hachi died on March 8, 1935, found on a street of Shibuya. he was infected with filarial worms and 3-4 yakitori sticks were found in his stomach.
his mounted can now be found at the National Science Museum of Japan in Ueno, Tokyo and his bronze statue can be found in a street of Shibuya and also near the Odate Station.

so it's proved that a dog is a man's best friend, not counting on what breed it is from. Dogs are always loyal with their masters, especially when we pour our love for them.
this is a picture of Hachiko.. just by looking at his expression makes me want to cry a river again..

he really loved his master...

credit to wikipedia&google.

wishing to the stars

2010-01-22T20:40:00.000-08:00

have i ever told you about one of my wishes that will never come true?

it is wearing a high-school uniform. white-gray are the colors,
the colors that usually introduce somebody to their teenage life.
but here i missed my chance to experience those feelings..
i get jealous when looking at my friends' photos with them in those uniforms.

they're my friends, my BEST friends.
Angela Chintya Wu and Devi Natalia Kirana.
can you see how happy they are by their expressions?
those photos are just the beginning.
here comes other photos of them with their school-mates.
how cool is that?

i also wanted to celebrate my goody friend's sweet seventeen birthday
on 24th of December...
surprise her by standing in front of her house at 12 midnight,
sing "Happy Birthday" song and make some noises but having a lot of fun.
cheer her up and tell her everything's okay because she'll sure do well.

attending her birthday party in Novotel Hotel. having some fun chit-chatting with old friends.

now that's what i lacked.

people might think i'm lucky that i can go overseas for my studies.
people often think that i have much more fun in this place.
people think i have my absolute happiness here.

they're all wrong.

i am the happiest when i was in my hometown.

i might have gained knowledge, but i'm longing for those times.

2010-01-22T07:30:00.000-08:00

and againnn, SNSD unnies are back with their cute "Oh!" teaser!!!

omgeeee, can't wait for their MV! it's so cuteeeee <3

a quick post before heading to the dreamland

2010-01-20T06:13:00.000-08:00

yes, this is my face now. any changes?

maybe it became a bit rounder than usual..
omg! and i still ate very much today! so uncool.... hoh, i really have to cut my input of food from now, like i mean, NOW! hope that my tummy can tolerate the hunger that i usually experience. =.= diet is no fun, but i really need to do it so that i'll be able to get my CNY dresses! kyahahahaa <3

silent flashbacks

2010-01-18T06:05:00.000-08:00

omg, Tuesdays really can kill. even to imagine it is very scary.

see, i have to wake up at 6, school starts at 7.30, PE, SS and POA are on the list, ends at 3.45 pm.
GOD, please help meeeeeeeeee~! it's slowly killing me, + tons of homework to be done and tests!
school life has never been this tiring.

i was always waiting for my mom to wake me up in the morning and finding myself in a familiar room, in my real house. walking to a familiar bathroom, greeted by my dogs and maids. eating home-cook food made by mom. sitting in the car until i reach the school. school with my lovable friends and teachers. school which never make me bored to visit it. my laughing pills are everywhere when i was there. i could hardly know how it is to be lonely. i have friends everywhere, even when i walked in the malls, i knew almost all the people. studying was easy. doing examinations was undoubtedly easy as long as i read the books at most 2 times. relaxing after examinations seemed very much fun even though i was just sitting in the classroom with my comics open in front of me and iPod ready to play the music. my friends were also there around me, laughing all the way after hearing me singing uncontrollably aloud, but still ready to listen to me and cheer me up when i am sad.

. . . . . . .
. . . . .
. . .
.

okay, enough for the flashbacks!
WANTED STUFF :
yes, i want both of them. the ballet flats with studs and also the DOG! HA! i want a dog badly...
credit to Sea Of Shoes!

beauty

2010-01-15T23:45:00.000-08:00

this is what i posted in my previous blog, and it seems popular. so i want to share with all of you here. =]

just want to share a photo of a "weird" girl.

it's called corset piercing.
i do admit that this is beautiful, sexy.
but how about the pain?
i think it's really not worth it. =.=
if i were this girl, i couldn't stand to quickly get rid of them.
so ewwwww..... >.<

if you ask me who deserves the title of beauty..
Song Hye Gyo is the answer, obviously ^^

even without make-up, still...

love her berry much!

Kevin said "Girls are like M&M's"!

2010-01-15T23:09:00.000-08:00

i was digging my favourite videos in Youtube
until i found this!
Kevin and his dad were awesomee.
it's very rare that a dad can be that fun. hee.
and you see his dad's reaction when he's holding the junbao phone?
omg, HILARIOUS!
i think my dad would kill me if i did it to him. =.=

and this one also one hilarious collection of him.

enjoy watching =]

about dream, passion, wisdom and challenges in life.

2010-01-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

this is what i found yesterday while i was messing around in Youtube.
i really like the story line and the song!
(you can find the song in my playlist here in this blog, the title is 'Tomorrow')
it's about a girl dreaming to walk on a catwalk.
she failed at the first time,
but then she continued to carry on realizing her dream
and she finally succeed!
no reason, i don't like UEE =.=
and i also hate her cheap dance. omg, that dance...
HOWEVER! i guess i really should say that she really got the feeling.
i rate UEE's version 5 stars!

this one is SeungYeon's version.
it's about her dreaming to become a DJ,
but her teacher was not at her side. =[
also 5 stars for this one!

HyunAh's versionnn!
man, i didn't know she can actually act in front of camera!
so, in this video,
HyunAh is a beginner in designing clothes,
and there she saw an advertisement about Fashion Designers Contest
and was wanting to participate in it.
then there was this girl who was jealous.
blah blah.
anyway, 4 stars for it!
it didn't make me fall for it. haha.

and the last one is,

GaIn's version!
OMG, i'm madly in loveee with herrrr! <3
now that's what we call 'honey thighs and legs'!!
and i love her fashion here, damn cool!
and those boots... *droolsssss*
but, 4 stars for it.
because i only like her, not the storyline =D

if you like the song 'Tomorrow',
you can download it here.. =]

anyong!!

what would be worse than this.

2010-01-14T02:53:00.000-08:00

i've actually prepared to welcome myself to the world of 'Sweet Seventeen' this year.

oh, i really could not wait to be 17 year-old girl!
but when i opened the new school handbook, i was shocked. displeased. dissatisfied. unhappy. and disappointed.
do you see what i'm seeing?
say, what could be worse than a Sweet Seventeen Birthday in front of the waiting O lvl exams?
say, what would you do if you were me?
say, is it okay if i am terribly sad and am wanting to not going to that goddamn exams?

for real, what should i do?

i actually didn't want to do the O lvl at first until someone advised me to just go with the flow and try to 'endure the pain' of studying here..
but now, it has destroyed my will to do better for this year.
i no longer think 2010 will be a good year. no.

for me, 17 is a special age. and i'm going to experience the feeling of being one in 7 months time, only for once! once in a lifetime, please!
and this sickening exam really killed my dream.
*sweep away tears*

can't i just go to Australia or maybe Canada without O lvl, pleaseeeee?

this place is getting more and more sickening to me.

drown in agony

2010-01-13T02:44:00.000-08:00

OMG! school has been a lot of stress this 1 week and 3 days!!
i've never imagined that sec 4 days could be this awful..

anyway, i'm not the type of person who can be stressed easily. so i think i still can survive, as long as i still can relax a bit at the end of the day and on weekends.

for that case, i usually went out for lunch or dinner with shannyyyyy and co.~ huahaha
also, for shanny and i, we feel so much better after getting new stuffs in our closet!
for both of us, TOPSHOP, ZARA and Pull and Bear rule!!! <3

But somehow, we feel that we won't be able to do those things so often anymore. The teachers keep reminding us about the upcoming O lvl and it's really sickening!

The highest O lvl score for last year is 7. Can you imagine it?
or rather, can you imagine me scoring like that person?
oh please, even my form teacher said that person is a 'mugger extraordinaire'.
i'm not even half of that title! =P
this tells me that i'm really doomed.
aside from that, i feel that i behave better.
i do mdm teo's homeworks, i pay attention to ms you, i keep bulldog's explanations in mind and i take down ms chan's oh-so-long notes.
just how long will this so-called diligentness last? we'll see =]

definition of prettiest

2010-01-10T03:38:00.000-08:00

guys, you really should stop praising Yoona SNSD a prettiest female idol.
she's getting self-centered now, thanks to you all.
and what i got on my mind after reading this was,

FOR GOODNESS SAKE, DO YOU REALLY THINK THIS PLAIN-FACED WOMAN REALLY DESERVES THAT TITLE?? WORLD'S REALLY GETTING CRAZY.

just so you know, Yoona is this girl <=

i wanna ask, is she really deserves the title of the prettiest?
please, at least you have to get a review of other female idols before choosing her!

i'm not saying that she's ugly or what.
but, let's say she's totally overrated.

do check my previous post on her too!

then how about this one? =>
her name is Song Hye Gyo,
famous with the title "natural beauty".
now that's what we call pretty!

now that you've seen Hye Gyo,
which one of them is the prettiest?

again, please don't choose the wrong one because you have to face the reality.

THAILAND

2010-01-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

as you know, i went to Thailand for 8 days last month =] i went to Bangkok, Chiang Mai, Phuket, Phi Phi Island and Pattaya. actually i didn’t expect this plan to turn out to be so great! we also had the best local guide, Alex! he was really good in expressing Thailand’s cultural stories that we surely would listen to him to the end, well, MOST of us. =] my dad and Jessica’s dad were busy talking their things. their wives also followed their path. haha.

these are the photos. enjoy!

pasar malem <3

2009-12-21T06:45:00.000-08:00

so....
i went to BDI for driving lesson,
and from there i drove to mink's house!
yes, i DROVE! haha
it was fun, and scary though. =D
it's my first time driving outside BDI!
hee. and then we went to @home for dinner..
quite good.
and then we went to Pasar Malam at Monpera,
near our old school ^^
photos:

happy birthday INEZ SERAPHINE JANUAR CHUNG!

2009-12-21T05:54:00.000-08:00

yesterday was my sister's b'day!
my mom and me made a little surprise for her
by buying her a blackforest cake!
it's her fave =]
photos:

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

shadow.

2009-12-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

back from Surabaya yesterday. my whole body is aching until now =.=
guess i got it from Tumpang, when i slept on a very terrible bed.
oh no, it's not exactly a "bed". it's almost a "desk".

there was this "shuai ge" in Tumpang. hee.
yea, he's handsome. and tall.
and my dad said that his eyes were always on me. ah, but i don't know if it's true or not.
buttttttttttttt, i didn't have the chance to talk to him, to even know his name.
GAHHH!!!!! can you imagine how hard it is to find a fine guy here in Indonesia??
and how fool i am to let this chance fly away??
*bite* *punch* *kick* *slap* *kill*

well, there's a saying, "if we're soul-mates, we'll definitely meet again, wherever and whenever it will be."
^__^

back to Surabaya, i met Teresa in Tunjungan Plaza.
that was a very short reunion for us, though. haha.
we had a long chat and she told me about her days there.
quite fun, i guess.
looking forward for the next one =]

photos:

2009-12-08T00:59:00.000-08:00

RIP
Park Jung Soo,
my little rabbit.
so sad.......

anyway, i'm going to go to Surabaya tomorrow!!
i'm going to attend my family's wedding party ^__^
houu, i LOVE wedding parties! <3
then at 16th, i'll be coming back here. hee.
so, no computer for a week.
zzz.

ah. one thing i remember!
someone added me on facebook yesterday, i checked it from my phone..
she said that she read my post about Song Hye Gyo and liked it.
but when i came online today, i didn't see her request anymore.
=.=
and i forgot her name... what a waste.. haha
okay, off to go with my friends. anyong!!

random post

2009-11-30T02:19:00.000-08:00

i've been a bit busy these days

being my mom's assistant, together with my sister.
oh, and i went to watch New Moon on... saturday, i think?
and it was not as good as i was expected =.=
i think it was because of the other audiences,
who kept bothering me with their "norak" yelling when they saw Jacob's abs.
aigoo, SO LAME!
and there was this one uncle.
i don't know why but he kept calling with his damn handphone.
cih. if you don't wanna watch it, just go out!

i think people are turning to Jacob's side now. haha
and i was like =.= what's so wow about him?
ohhh, for me, Leeteuk is still the best of the best!! xD

AH! let me introduce you to my cute little bunny now!
his name is Park Jung Soo! <3

the people in the house now are in love with him!

my sister is here now! and i enjoy playing with her blackberry! HAHA
i often go online msn with her bb, so just say hi to me there! =]
ok, off to go running! i've to really waste bits of my fats now~!
uhh. anyong!!

a sad post.

2009-11-22T04:35:00.000-08:00

this post is dedicated to

Rusty
my beloved dog
which had to leave this world in August 2009
after 4 years living in my house.
mommy wants to thank you for your loyalness.
your presence will be remembered in this family,
forever and ever.

mommy's so, so sorry that i couldn't keep you accompanied
when you're in hard times.
now that mommy is missing you badly.
when mommy arrived here, mommy wanted to hug you,
but mommy couldn't see you anywhere.
tell me, what should i do?

i really regret that
i didn't get to see you for the last time.
if they tell me that you're hurt,
i would immediately fly to your side and take care of you.

you must've been lonely, Rusty..
mommy hopes you'll make a friend with Lion up there. =]

mommy will always miss you.
♥

first 5 days in hometown

2009-11-19T02:45:00.000-08:00

for those who doesn't know, where the hell i've been these 5 days..

i'm in BALIKPAPAN now. yes, this minute, right now, this second =D
fyi, this Balikpapan is in Indonesia. y'know, Borneo (East Kalimantan).. haha

i've been spending time (and money!) with my mom these few days.
fixing my hair, accompanied her to the bank, blah blah.
i also joined a wedding party here on the 14th =]
my photographer was my mom. hee.

wow, my fave is the last one! <3

below are my mom's photos!
hee.

hmm, yea. my mom's nose is so perfect.
i don't know how did i get such small and flat nose =.=

anyway..
my sis is going to come at 21st ^^
days with her will be soo fun!
off to.. um..
my bedroom. haha
becoz i'm not gonna sleep this early, of course!
anyong!!

2009-11-13T07:01:00.000-08:00

i'm going to Balikpapan tomorrow. No, actually, in a few hours. YES!

- with Dawn Yang's accent =P

heeeee i'm soooo happy!!!!
the day has finally come!
the day which is the beginning of my long holidayyyyy <3
finally i can hear Indonesians talk wherever i go!
i'm still packing now, even though i've started to do it since 3 days ago....
you get it right! i suck at packing my stuffs.....

mom said i must get up at 4..
but i think i won't have a blink of sleep tonight.
i'm too excited that i'm not feeling sleepy now.
how?
i guess i will just take my "beauty" sleep inside the plane. haha.
ok. off to pack again =]

a wish for my best friend <3

2009-11-11T06:00:00.001-08:00

this post is specially dedicated to
Teresa Novieri Pangjaya <3

wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, my friend =]
we've been separated for about.. 1.5 years.
time flies fast and each of us has become a grown-up.

remember when we saw each other in the beginning of Junior High?
i knew it was you, my friend from kindergarten.
we didn't have the chance to talk to each other that time.
but in grade 8, we were in the same class,
and we started to chat. =]
at first, we just talked like strangers,
but i don't have any idea,
when and how
we became so close.
we often fought about small things,
but we sure will make-up sooner or later.
is it that we're soulmates?
if so, i hope that we won't forget about each other =]
a friend like you must be treasured.
i just realized it when i came to this country..

well, it seems like we'll meet each other again in December.
HEY! come faster la!!
i'll be in Bpp alrdy in 14 Nov,
yet you're only coming in Dec?? =.=

ok. wish you all the best =P

with <3, style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">VANIADELINE
the Korean IDOL.

my horoscope analyst

2009-11-10T06:23:00.000-08:00

Leo Strength Keywords:

-Confident
- Ambitious
- Generous
- Loyal
- Encouraging

Leo Weakness Keywords:

- Pretentious
- Domineering
- Melodramatic
- Stubborn
- Vain

Leo and Independence:

Leo is very independent but they need something to control and someone to admire them and appreciate them. They are fully capable of being greatly successful on their own but they are much happier if they have an audience and a following of people who look up to them. They would prefer not be alone.

Leo and Friendship:

People are attracted to Leo's zest for life and their warm spirit. They have the ability to lift up one's spirits and provide encouragement when times are rough. Their enthusiasm attracts people, Leos are social butterflies, not because they want to be but because people always naturally gravitate and surround the Leo. Leos are very difficult people to not like, they are usually fairly balanced, realistic people. They never dwell on the past and they will think you are strange if you do. Some Leos might be too caught up in themselves and be very self-centered but they are never too self-absorbed to help anyone who needs it. They pamper their friends and treat them well. A Leo is the ultimate friend. They do not hold a grudge and they are very forgiving. They have respect and understanding of people's differences.

Leo and Business:

Business dealings are easy and successful for Leo, if they are in command and control. This can cause conflict in the workplace should the Leo not be in a position of superiority, but they usually get there eventually thanks to their powerful drive to succeed, in other words, they are excellent leaders because this is their kingdom they have to control, and they do it well. Leo has an amazing ability to get along with people and they work best in a group as opposed to alone. They can be very diplomatic in a group setting and can delegate people well, however Leo will not take orders. They need to give orders but with their enthusiasm and cheerfulness, other people do not have a problem taking orders from a Leo because they are never condescending and they treat others with respect and equality. Leos are full of drama, flair and extravagance and this reflects in the business world. They make an impact, they make a difference in the workplace and help to keep the parts moving in sync and iron out any problems before they arise. If the business fails, that means that Leo fails and they are extremely determined not to fail. Leo is the most extravagant sender of all astrology signs. They will not over do it but they will surround themselves with luxury as much as possible. They will never settle for second best.

Leo Temperament:

Leo loves the new and extraordinary, they despise dull, regular routines and if this is what they are faced with, they will simply create their own drama and excitement. This makes Leo prone to stir up a situation out of nowhere just for something to keep their vivacious temperament satisfied. Leo has an amazing ability to bounce back from any feelings of despair or unfortunate events. They do not like to be unhappy, it hurts their pride so they will take matters into their own hands and make things right again. Leos could come into conflict with other powerhouse type of people who will not take orders and not give an inch, Leos will not budge their opinion, they will understand and accept opinions of others but they do not take well to people to try to impose their beliefs on them. Leo most often have the temperament of a demanding, spoiled child but this is only shown if someone steps on the boundaries of their kingdom. They react this way because of their territoriality.

Leo Deep Inside:

Leos are extremely sensitive but they hide that very well. Leos love praise and flattery, their egos demand respect and adoration. Leo is all about pride. This can cause them to be self-centered but the warmth of the Leo heart keeps it under control. If Leo's audience (otherwise known as their friends) do not provide the needed appreciation, Leo is too proud to ask for it and they will suffer a hurt ego, but no one will ever know and they will suffer in silence. The secret of the Leo is that they need to be needed.

Leo in a Nutshell:

Leo is the lion, this well suited symbol represents Leo very well. They possess a kingdom which they protest and cherish. The are high esteemed, honorable and very devoted to themselves in particular! The kingdom could be anything from work to home to a partner, whatever it is, you rule it. Leo is always center stage and full of flair, they enjoy basking in the spotlight. A Leo always makes their presence known. Leo are full of energy that acts like a magnet for other people. Others are attracted to Leo's wit, charm, and what they have to say for they speak of things grand and very interesting. Leo will never settle for second best. They want only the best which can cause lavish excessive spending habits as they enjoy their life of luxury, which is all to easily justified by the grand and magnificent Leo! Public image is very important to Leo, with luxurious possessions and ways of life, this keeps the public image in high standing. They will do whatever it takes to protect their own reputation. Leos are very generous, kind and openhearted people. If a Leo is crossed, they will strike back with force but they are not one to hold a grudge, they easily forgive, forget and move on. Leos are always trying to make things right in the world, they have larger then life emotions and they need to feel like they have accomplished something at the end of the day. They react to situations with action instead of sitting back and thinking about it, they are not impulsive however because they look at the future and consider consequences of their actions.

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well, i think the above analyst is very accurate.
the words that i colored pink are
those which i think are fit with myself.

haha, yea, i love praises!! xD
well, who don't??
praises will encourage you to do better,
and they also tell you that you've done well enough.

also, i love my friends! <3
i had been in various of cold fights
with the enemies
just to defend my close friends
even when i myself had no personal problem with them.
hee =P

Paranormal Activity.

2009-11-08T02:52:00.000-08:00

woo...
i can't believe i watched this movie just now..
0___O'
the point is, i think this movie is REAL.
i saw the credit "Dedicated to Katie and Micah" there.
but when i searched about the movie,
it's said that Katie Featherson is still alive =.=
and so is Micah Sloat.
well, i don't know which is true,
but this movie is... FREAKING SPOOKY!
i watched it in Janina's house,
together with Yl, Rach, Noor, Amir and Kangwei.
so that we could shout as loud as we wished,
and we really did. haha

okay.
i get a little jumpy.
i'm shocked when somebody nudged me on msn,
even the lift in my condo was stuck when i just arrived!!!
i wish i can just stop thinking negative things..
i wish i can control this mind of mine..

well, this will going to be a long night.....

ps. hey you! i'm so gonna scratch your ugly face if you're reading this. =]
/ps. i need new dresses. hee ^^V

2 days of hell

2009-11-03T05:58:00.001-08:00

these 2 days, i've been attending bridging program in school,
and it sucks more than school days. really.

i was in a bad mood these mornings.
i even got stomachache in 2 days in a row. =.=
my mind was completely not there during the periods,
and i was just too sleepy to listen to the teachers' nagging.

even thought it's just for 4 hours of studying,
it seems TOO long
and i've been waiting for the clock to strikes 12.30 pm
when it's time to go home.
and i kept repeating this sentence in my mind when i should listen to the teachers,

I SHOULD HAVE BEEN PLAYING WITH MY DOGS IN MY HOMETOWN IF I DID NOT HAVE THIS BRIDGING THINGY!

and when i realized that this holiday is probably my last chance to get crazy with my friends,
i got even angrier.
there's no such thing like June hols for sec 4 students, excuse me.
we should just mug and mug and mug until we puke the whole thing.
oh no, i'm so scared for the 'O' Level examination next year....
for a thousand time i've told you before,
i cannot study too much. i'll get an illness called "brain blockage".
hee =P

anyway, I NEED MY TICKET TO COME BACK HOME.
the teachers here are insane that they gave us homeworks and even projects to be done before the start of holiday. =.=
sickening.
douchebags.
i hate this.
the above "this" refers to that stupid bridging program. =.=
end here.

2009-10-31T09:45:00.000-07:00

JENNIFER'S BODY MOVIE WAS A BOMB!!!!!

Megan Fox really is a real sexiness.
even when she acted as an evil there.
lucky i watched this movie!!
<3333333 it!
totally included in must-watch movie list.

i'm ChocolateLove

2009-10-30T01:25:00.000-07:00

here is the SNSD's Chocolate Love MV..
no, not the old one that has been released about two weeks ago.
the is the updated version, the 2nd version =]
just take it as SNSD's treat for Halloween,
with more close-up shoots of the members,
and also with sexier moves involved.. woohoo. haha.
i'm proud of my unnies... ^^
and also, i can get to see Sunny-unnie clearer here.
<3 her!
enjoy~

about best friends.

2009-10-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

just came back from meeting with OHANA <3
yesh, it was fun that i can chat with them again ^_^
and i also got to meet Ms.Kelly whom, i don't know why, but i miss her so muach..

continued to stay in Velocity with denty, linka and andrew.
we gossiped about many things.
hm, actually, not really "gossip-ed",
but we talked about how we parted with others.
yeah, not us 4, but "others".

i maybe told you that i'm irritated,
and that i won't care about them anymore.
well, here i will say that i'm disappointed.
yesh, upset, downhearted, disconcerted, disillusioned, or whatever you call it.
i have no idea about why they started to act like that.
sorry if i'm in the wrong, and sorry if you feel uncomfortable with us or, specifically, me.
sorry if i have no idea where i'm wrong because truthfully, i don't think i did wrong.
sorry if you don't like to be with us but i feel the other way round.
sorry if you're disappointed but i'm also downed in the mouth.
sorry if you feel uncomfortable, but the point is i felt happy when i was with you =]
ps. i don't hate you. you WERE my good friends after all.

i know that we were very close when we were there.
that was a happy moment. =]
seriously, i DON'T know how the hell we got so cold to each other.
is it just time?
well, i hope our friendship isn't that weak.
if so, how pathetic...

andrew advised me to take only the positive sides and just be cool with it.
but no, i can't.
being treated coldly for months makes me almost forget how they have good sides.
sorry.
fyi, you're all important for me.

i hope that you get to know that i'm ready if you need a friend =]
i hope you all the best in everything you do.
i hope everything which are usually hoped by best friends.

just let me warn you,
don't forget about your old friends who've been with you to support you in hard times.
if you're going to cut ties between us, just do so because i'm not going to stop you.
just don't keep quiet like this. tell me if you're going to do it,
so i wouldn't bother you anymore.
i'd keep quiet and i wouldn't say hi you so loudly like usual if we meet by any chance.
i'd pretend like i was blind and just let the wind greet you.
i'd just keep walking without turning behind just to see your back.
i'd keep go in my own path and continue my days like i've never met you before.
i'd pretend like we were strangers.

disaster

2009-10-28T03:23:00.001-07:00

for this i clarify myself as a big fan of SNSD,
except that i hate one of the members, Yoona.
yeah, the one who is adored by most of guys.
i really don't have any idea about what's so special about her?
yes, she's pretty, but her rate is still under the others.
yes, she sings well, but her voice is not that nice, just so-so.
yes, her body is nice, but there are still many other singers which bodies are to die for.
yes, her character is good, but we don't know if she fakes it.
yes, her dance is good, but not good enough to make me like her.
ps. I'm not bashing her.

she's simply overrated.

now you call me "A Queen of Jealousy"?
yes, you can, go ahead, i won't blame you.
but what i've stated above is true.

I maybe didn't hate her so much,
until it's discovered that something's going on between my beloved oppa and her.
omg, really, i felt like crunching my laptop at that point of time.
*oops, i even sniffed a bit*

he said that Yoona is his ideal type.
*yeah, my heart ached when i heard this*
i felt like the world has reached its end.
=.=

=.=
=.=

=.=

next, just check it here.
too sad to continue this post.

love peace and chicken grease..

frantic day

2009-10-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

hey, long time never post anything here =/

so yeah, i'm quite busy with some Korean dramas and also shows. haha
now i'm watching....
"You're Beautiful"

"Princess Hours" (AGAINN)

and "Family Outing" ep 68
but the engsub haven't been released =[

yup, you're right!
i'm good at multi-tasking in watching dramas! HAHA

ah, fyi, there's a nice drama too!
i've finished watching it ^^
the title is "Take Care of The Young Lady".
it's VERY nice that i've favorited the last episode.
oh, Yoon Eun Hye unnie is love <3

hmm, tomorrow 3/5 will be going to Sentosa
for Big Day Out.
i guess it will turn out fun ^^
anyong!!

i miss home.

2009-10-22T04:29:00.000-07:00

last night i could hardly shut my eyes to sleep.
then i started to think about my past in my hometown.
all those days that i spent with my family and old friends,
it seems peaceful and just right for me.
i didn't bother about my friendship with others since i had so many friends who were ready to hear me complain about anything.
i didn't find it hard to work for the exams. i didn't have to struggle so hard in order to get promoted to the next level.
i always had 3 dogs that are loyal and are able to cure my sadness.
i didn't feel lonely at all when i was there. even i almost didn't know what the word "lonely" was, until i'm here.

and then i remembered when i watched Korean dramas with my mom and sister.
we laughed, cried and enchanted together.
we were always accompanied with a box of tissue.
oh, you can call us the Korean freak!
we had watched Winter Sonata and Endless Love even before the others watched them.
i miss those times.

there was also my dogs who were always greeted me when i was just came back from school.
it's something simple but heartwarming.
how each of them tried so hard to get most of my attention, and how they jumped off crazily to be hugged and petted, and also how they distracted me when i was playing computer in the living room, and also how they dirtied my dress just because they're happy to see me.

i also never get tired to go to school when i was there.
my friends were my laughing pills that i needed everyday.
they were always made jokes that made my tummy numb.
we even got to laugh crazily in the middle of the class, and it made us to be scolded by the teachers.
the school's toilets are out best spot. we often slacked and waited for each other.
what a happy moment.

this one long post is just to pour my thoughts about my hometown.
yeah, i'll be able to come back home soon!
seriously, i'm waiting for it! =D

2009-10-20T06:53:00.001-07:00

yay, i'm loving this song!
although it's been released a few months ago,
i just knew it now. hee =D
the dance is admired by MC Yoo Jae Sook from Family Outing.
HAHA. he kept dancing it with Hyori unnie and Daesung.
tsk, so funny xD

starts at 6.09, when they're playing with something like a tube. haha

and the funny moment is when Hyori asked why did they put 10 bowls instead of 8, since there were only 8 people. Jaesook & Daesung suddenly just screamed like crazy. OMG. HAHAHHAHA.
starts at 9.57 in the above video.

yeah, Family Outing is DAMN funny! tsk, my tummy's hurt from laughing so hard.
haha.
ok, end here. goodbaiiii~

2009-10-20T01:28:00.001-07:00

now when i think about it,
it seems weird.
that time when i was in the middle of the exams,
i went out often like nobody's business,
even though the next day was the exam.
but now, it's over already.
but yet, i'm rotting at home AGAIN.
other people also busy doing their things.
the drama i've been craving to watch is boring,
and it made me hungry(?) and kept making me searching for snacks.
i guess i should control myself not to make my body swollen. haha.

post another later,
love peace and chicken grease..

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

2009-10-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it but you kept me in line
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye-Bye Bye-bye Bye-bye
Bye-Bye Bye-bye Bye-bye
Bye-Bye Bye-bye Bye-bye
Bye-Bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you where
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye-Bye Bye-bye Bye-bye
Bye-Bye Bye-bye Bye-bye
Bye-Bye Bye-bye Bye-bye
Bye-Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

everything just didn't go my way today

2009-10-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

yea, a post on my twitter and also my personal message in my msn.
it describes my day today.
haha. pathetic.
i don't know, just my mind is not in the right place today. =.=
i feel sleepy all the way even though i'm liking the movie that i watched with Mita and her friend.
500 Days of Summer. it's nice ^^
then after that, we just went straight home.
i myself also surprised that i can go home this early. haha.

then i'm rotting at my room again now. watching family outing, blah blah.
anybody wants to have dinner? BK maybe?
seriously, the food in my hostel is sickening.
i'd prefer to starve myself tonight than eating it. at least i can get slimmer, a bit. =P

hmm, now i'm writing craps. ==

and you. whether you're reading this or not.
you're disappointing.
that's all that i have to say.

buh-bay.
pray for me not to faint because of hunger. haha.

2009-10-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

yehey, shanen's here! =]

2009-10-16T08:20:00.000-07:00

hmph....
my expectation was too high for today.
it wasn't that fun =[
yea, it was, when i was having lunch with the girls.
but then, i am rotting at home again.. so yea. haha
i didn't join shanen to watch Pandorium? or what? Pandarioum?
ah, whatever it is. haha. i'm not interested..

i also sms-ed denty to go out together. but that girl, huh. tsktsk.
I WANNA THROW AWAY HER PHONE ALRDY! haha.

i was so bored that i wore make up =.=
then i took photos! haha =D

as if make up is not enough. i also wore nail polish =P

yeah, my hair is funny rite? it's not funny, fyi. it's ARTSY! hehe.
me and rachel and the girls are going to tie our hair like this for the big day out.
so the teacher can easily recognize the 3/5 girls =P
*thanks for the girl in the food junction who inspired us*

shanen & co are going to visit me tmrw ^^
waiting for a fun outing!!!! <3
anyong!!

2009-10-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

this is the MV of Chocolate Love - SNSD
yea, i'm in love with the song now =D
enjoy ^^

D.I.E EOY D.I.E

2009-10-16T00:12:00.000-07:00

YEHEYYYYYYYYYYYY.
I'VE SUCCEED TO ENDURE(?) THIS WEEK'S EXAMS!
AND NOW COMING THE HOLIDAY! <3

i just came back from having lunch in Seoul Garden with the girls,
rach, cannes, grace, janina, jinghan, evelyn, xinyu, yulia, amelia, amanda and chinwoon =D
yea. we're like the ahlians of the street. HAHA.
we're SOOOO happy becoz exams are over! we kept taking photos like crazy..
tsktsk.

and now i'm here, blogging and updating my FB,
my hair smell like hell becoz of the smoke of the beef and chicken.
i was soo embarrassed, y'know! haha.
we're like the walking beef stall =.= and people kept looking at us.
maybe they're thinking, "why are these pretty girls so smelly??"
haha =D

gotta continue blogging later ^^

last day of EOY

2009-10-15T07:32:00.000-07:00

the title says it all =D
yeah, tomorrow is going to be the most beautiful(?) day this year! HAHA
but unfortunately, i must face POA P2 tmrw. how unlucky.
but i tell you now, my twin, Shanen have to stay later than me. HAHA
she has AMath paper tmrw! yeah!
it is not even the last day, but i'm alrdy in a holiday mood.
yihaaa! i'm loving HOLIDAY now! come to me!!!

lame..

k, gonna go revise accounts formats for tmrw. i hope i won't fall asleep =D
anyong!!

2009-10-15T06:16:00.001-07:00

yea like i said in my twitter,
i really have so many things in my mind right now.
the phone call just now really made me angry and also feel that it isn't fair.
why don't i have the right to speak up?
why do you always control me of what i should do?
why do you always compare me with her?
do you think that i am same with her?
nah, you're WRONG. totally WRONG.
just please; don't make me hate her because i know that she's a nice person.
but a nice person is just a nice person. it won't make me feel that i can be friends with her just because of it.
no, who said that i don't want to talk to them? who said that i hate them? who said that i'm an introvert? oh please, i only hear the word "introvert" from both of you.
i am not that kind of person who wants to stay at home during my spare time.
i am not that kind of person who wants to work hard during exams. it's my nature. i was born with laziness, and i'm not embarrassed with it. people DO feel lazy and tired, so DO i.
i am not that kind of person who can stay still without laptop in front of me. what can i do? i LOVE my laptop that much! i'm scared that someone will steal it from me!
i am not that kind of person who can stand other people's lameness, except for my really close friends.
i am not that kind of person who will stay still if her friends are being bullied or badmouthed. no, i WON'T stay still. and i guess you know it since you're the one who raised me 'till now.

there i said what is in my mind right now.

2009-10-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

yeah, well.
this is my THIRD blog,
since blogspot is soooo weird,
that it put my tagboard and others under the posts in my first blog,
which i treasure the most.
k, i'm going to find something inspiring to start my blog then ^^
see'ya!